Monday, July 12, 2010

Who the F**k are you neways??


Its really been quite a while since i have blogged.. close to 9 months..
almost the kinda time that a Human offspring takes up to acquire its existence..
may all this while that i spent with my own self for its due reckoning bear fruit..On this very note..coming back to what made me come to this very topic..
it goes like this..
i had been to a trek to Lohgad..near Lonavla..this weekend..
It was great...and more.. about which i shall enlighten u in the near future..
but as of now..
lets ponder over a major issue that kinda came to the fore..or rather an honest reckoning..
its not long ..since it was this very time yesterday..that i was about to topple over a stone, large enough to be confused with a small rock..
lying in an unorganised manner right in the center of our treading path..
i almost toppled and said,"Oh.. F**k"!!later a little late in the evening..we were completely drenched ..
all those drizzles and all that wind sent a chill up our respective spines...
changing into dry clothes had become much imminent before we started our journey back towards our city abodes..
in those environs it was hard to find a shelter which could house all guys and gals to change into dry clothes!but,
to our sheer relief v saw a temple and a room in the backside..
but wait..it was without a door..
Yet Still..the girls managed somehow..whilst v dreaded to change in the open..
Hard to imagine.. but later on.. v decided to change in the very temple room in front of a deity..
it was almost 6'o clock.. and for that weather quite dark,too..
and suddenly i realised i had lost my spectacles somewhere..
and it was in this furore of this 'clothes changing' thing..
i muttered..although out of sheer frustration.. "Oh, F**k".. again..
One of My friends did exert a bit of resentment over my utterance..
But it was more do to do with the fact that we were in a temple..
however yet again it was long lost in other important things at that time..I am not delusional by all means...Let alone friends..they were and are...far from perfect in other ways but certain individuals..
when it came to bad language these specific individuals didn't use it at all.I am still using this F word with reckless abandon.
Is it the vocabulary fashion or are we as a society really that unintelligent that we can't possibly come up with a better expression?
I challenge anyone who is like me to try for one day,I mean REALLY.. try to replace it or cut it out entirely.What the F**k??you have nothing to loose.
This will be a challenge for me but I am in the game.There's an f-bomb that abounds here.
Many people use it without even realizing it,but it's always a word that makes my ears perk up a little bit.Because it's so commonly used,the word does slip out from my mouth from time to time,
but I try to avoid its flippant usage and make sure that the word is used in a proper context.Where The F**k Did F**k Come From????Ever wondered??
This word would easily be the most used word world wide.I mean each and everyone of us use it anywhere and everywhere(some places we use it in mind,but the point is we use it).
Well,here’s a bit of a research…
may be someone said it just right..”know what you speak”.
Wait a sec did anyone say that?What the f**k?Neways..
The origin of the f-word meaning ’sexual intercourse’ is actually rather obscure.
There is a legend that the old name for the crime of rape was ‘Forced Unlawful Carnal Knowledge’,and part of the punishment was that an abbreviation of the crime would be branded on the perpetrators head.Hence,
people with ‘F. U. C. K.’ on their head were known to be rapists.
A similar story is that during the time of the plague when it was necessary to increase the population a royal injunction was issued telling the common folk to ‘Fornicate Under Command of the King.’
These, however,would appear to be acronyms intentionally spelling out an existing word rather than new creations themselves.Records from as early as 1278 identify a man called John Le-Fucker(which, considering people often had names to do with their occupations, makes the mind boggle),
and it was certainly in common usage by the 16th Century,appearing in a dictionary,John Florio’s A World of Words,in 1598.By the 18th century,it had became a vulgar term;
It was even banned from the Oxford English Dictionary.DH Lawrence’s Lady Chatterley’s Lover(written in 1928) was the first serious(i.e. non-pornographic)book in English to use the word accurately and in context and was famously banned for over thirty years.In 1960,US publishers Grove Press won a court case permitting it to publish the book in America,meaning it was the first time the word had been legally used in print,
while three years later,
the ban was overturned in a British court in the infamous ‘Lady Chatterley trial’.Quite something for the 'reckon'ist inside me.. but i guess too much to take in a single go..
so folks i will wrap it up.. here..
and with a promise that i will also try and be more active here.. henceforth!!
so until then as they say"Hasta La Vista" and i shall be back!!
---NVS

Saturday, September 5, 2009

I wish.. I knew..


I wish i knew something.. or u could have simply told..
Wishfully or otherwise may it have been categorically bold..

I wish i knew that things would go so cold..
I wish i knew that confiding would be a touch of gold..

I wish i knew the overall scope..
and then it would not have been such a big fat probe..

I wish i knew that there's gonna be a lot of heat..
I wish i knew that it ain't gonna be so sweet..

I wish i knew that it was based on a false premise..
It was nothing at all but a painful compromise..

I wish i knew it before and that i could have done better..
after all it was much more than my every day bread and butter..

I wish i knew .. at every instance ..
that stars are pretty but always from a distance..

With the time going really so fast ..
I wish i could really undo the past..

I still.. I do think of the times to come..
What more i have to see and what else to become..

Only to think its an innocent heart..
It takes a lot of patience and a mighty heart..

I wish it was a lot more peaceful..
But it was all.. but blissful..

They say that the key to success is patience ..
But i'm really tired of the testing sessions..

I really dont know how much more to get into the grove??
Tell me what more do i need to prove..

I wish i knew the you were such a fool??
U think you aren't beautiful and i ain't dutiful..??

I wish i knew that it natural to nurture..
But let me tell you .. its also there in a man's culture..

I wish i knew that this was out of my range..
But i want it all .. at once to change..

All i now know is about one single thought..
And that indeed is.. "I love you a lot.."
--- NVS

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Why.....????????


There could not be a song as apt this one..

and with all due respect to the writer..

i requote as a a story here..

.............................................................................

Why.....????????
Why, do you always do this to me?

Why, couldn't you just see through me?

How come, you act like this..??

Like you just don't care at all.....
Do you expect me to believe..I was the only one to fall?


I can feel, I can feel you near me,

even though you're far away

I can feel, I can feel you baby,

why..????
It's not supposed to feel this way..

I need you, I need you..

More and more each day..

It's not supposed to hurt this way..

I need you, I need you, I need youTell me, are you and me still together?

Tell me,

do you think we could last forever?

Tell me,

why..?????
Hey,

listen to what we're not saying...

Let's play,

a different game than what we're playing..

Try,

to look at me and really see my heart..
Do you expect me to believe...

I'm gonna let us fall apart?

I can feel, I can feel you near me,

even when you're far away...

I can feel, I can feel you baby,

why..????
So go and think about whatever you need to think about...

Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about..

And come back to me when you know just how you feel,

I can feel, I can feel you near me,

even though you're far away..

I can feel, I can feel you baby,

why..????
--- Avril Lavigne

Friday, March 13, 2009

Feeling Pathetic...........

Feeling Pathetic
( Found this one on d net )
( But completely relate to it )
Feeling pathetic today.
or maybe it's sorry for myself.
either way,
it's ugly.
did yoga.
the only highlight so far.
otherwise,
i've been pathetic.
Thinking too much crap,
which makes me feel like crap.
sleepy,
but not sleeping.
bored,
but unwilling to do anything different.
so i'm bored,
sleepy,
and feel like crap.
like i said,
pathetic.
tomorrow is a new day.
i hope.
--- NVS

Monday, March 2, 2009

Rily Dont Know Pals..

The weekend was more or less the same..Except that it gave a feed to this Blog..
I'v now become accustomed to the ventin out sessions of many a 'people'..This time it was Gaurav..
"I Don't Know How to Love her...." He Said.
I really do not know how to love her ever since the story of Mr. "A" came up.
I think she changed a lot after a couple of months.. She loves to nag,
always say that I'm not beautiful..
and my mentality sucks...
Sometimes I don't know why,
I just don't feel the love from her anymore,
not as strong as last time.
But sometimes,
she's showering me with so much of love....
Sometimes.. I feel like we are just a normal friends,
but sometimes I feel that we are lovers...
Sometimes her ignorance annoyed me,
but sometimes I felt so blessed.
Evil thoughts kept crossing my mind.....
Does she treat her friend the same way she treats me?
Does she nag at her friends?
I wonder....
whether her friends..
all have really been treated this way,
I wonder....
She has changed.....
totally......
Maybe she's just testing me..... my patience or..
maybe she just wants to crib...
She said ,, its a bad phase of her life..the worst probably..
but then why do i ahve to be the most considerate guy around..
I don't really think so,
like the way she threw tantrums at me..
when I was actually der for her..,
the way she still does that...
when I's busy tryin to get her out of the mess..
This is the N'th time I feel alone....
I didnt even know how a good life looks like...
Never mind,
because I'v got a strong inner self..
helping me... telling how it is good to ne tough....
I really can't live w/o them.... seriously...
She said I don't make friends around... then why on earth.. him,
making friend's.. friend all around the world.
I told him that she didnt even introduce her friends to me when we talked,
she'll just either cut away the phone or talk something else....
(covering up the matter).
She said I surely can't mix up with her friends,
then I was very furious that time( but still putting on a smiling face) įŽ‘é‡Œč—åˆ€
haha.....
I asked her..
is it because I'm not a Show- Man.. scholar.. or wat ever scholar and she's ashamed of bringing me out to meet with her friends.
Then she was like no......
she said she just has the feeling that
I can't mix well with her friends.
Okay fine!
I"m already fed up wtih it.....
Maybe we see each other too often this time,
but whenever she does that covering up pose,
my heart shattered.
why is she so secretive of the immoral deeds?
I have got millions and millions of whys to ask her,
but I don't know where to start.
It really hurts and it hurts so much.
Each time I can feel my heartstrings is pulling me
(something..... forgot the scientific name of it)
"It's very painful....
oh love is handsome,
may love be fine.
& love's a jewel while it's new.
But when love grows old,
it grows so cold,
& fades away like
morning dew....." HE SAID..
--- NVS

Sunday, March 1, 2009

She's not a girl, Not yet a woman...



She's not a girl.... not yet a woman..
I used to think,
I had the answers to everything,
Mm... but now I know,
That life doesnt always go my way....
yeah...
Feels like I'm caught in the middle..
Thats when I realize..
She's not a girl,
Not yet a woman..
All She needs is time,
A moment that'l be mine..
While I'm in between,
She not a girl
There is a need to protect her,
But..
Its time..
that she learns to face up to this on her own..
I'v seen so much more ...than she knows now..
So..
dont tell me to shut my eyes..
She's not a girl,
Not yet a woman....
All She needs is time,
A moment that'l be mine...
While I'm in between,
She's not a girl
But if you look at her closely,
You will see it in her eyes..
This girl will always find her way...
Dont tell her what to believe..
She's not yet a woman
I'm just tryin to make her find the woman in her,
yeah..
All she needs is time...
Whoa,
All she needs is time...
A moment that'l be mine...
thats hers.. too..
While I'm in between,
She's not a girl,
Not yet a woman
Not now..
--- ( Convenient Adaptation.. NVS )
All the Credit sincerely goes to the song writer..

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

What the _ _ _ _ [part (2)]


Conversation is the substance of friendly social activity.
It can be happy.
It can be light.
It can be earnest.
It can be funny.
But it must not be salty,or uncouth,or foul if one is in sincerity."
When I was growing up,I never heard my parents swear . . . not once,
at least not that I can recall anyways.
I never heard either one of them utter the "F" word or anything at all like it.
In fact I don't think I ever heard that word from anyone until I was a teenager(13-14) at least,
and even then I didn't know what it meant ( at first ).
You just very rarely heard it,it just was not done.
It seems today though,we are surrounded with foul language.
It is used in a lot of the shows on television and if it is after the watershed hour,
then it isn't even bleeped out.
I find myself cringing every time I hear the word and especially when I hear people blurting out " what the f*** ?",
or other forms of the connotation!
They don't even realize that they are doing it . . .it has become so much a part of ordinary every day language.
When I first came across people, When I's in my early teens, the language of the other students here was appalling.
Every second word seemed to be the "F" word and they took the Lord's name in vain something awful.
I dont prefer its usage!
I had not told them that they were offending me.
I hadn't asked them to stop.
I had just showed them by my still and small example that it was offensive.
I didn't judge them,or tell them that what they were doing was wrong . . .
I merely stated that it was wrong for me.
It's not so easy to impress film makers or television producers of the same thing . . .they quite largely don't care.
As long as the money rolls in,it's all good to them.
I just turn the channel if something is too profane.
I may not be able to keep it from off of the airwaves . . .but I can keep it out of my home.
That's one of the reasons that I don't watch Gordon Ramsay.
I love cooking shows,as you probably could have imagined,but I cannot stand the foul language.
He might be a great chef for all I know,but I won't listen to or watch his foul mouth in action.
I just don't think it's necessary.
I am quite sure that at the beginning these words were put in for shock value and to grab people's attentions . . .but what's happened is that they have become a part of ordinary, everyday, acceptable conversation . . .
and that my friends . . .is really sad . . .totally un-necessary . . .and for me . . .unacceptable.Of all the obscene words and gestures in the world,the one I despise the most is the F-word and finger.
I may occasionally SAID it,but I don't like it.Why?Because it demeans the person who uses it.
He/she comes across as a low-class, vulgar fool with a limited vocabulary.
So,it upsets me when I hear my friend say:“F***,I Forgot my cellphone!” or“I don’t F***ing care!
”It also angers me when a driver flashes his middle finger as he overtakes me on the highway.
I wish I could wash their foul mouth out with soap and break their middle finger.
Do you feel the same way,or is that word and gesture like background music to you?
Doesn’t it bother you?
There is absolutely no need to swear.
If necessary,do check a thesaurus for a polite synonym.
Trust me,a little courtesy will always get you what you want in life.
Kids use it like water.
Our use of language in general reflects a very low self-esteem and less esteem of others.
The other day one of those 'taxivaallahs' that take visitors to their destinations honked and gave me the finger because I slowed down to see if I was turning into the right service station.
I was bummed that I wasn’t quick enough to get his company name or license number.
I was upset that he flicked the bird at me but was more mad because he is someone in the tourist industry acting like that.
Flipping the bird and saying the “F” word is a part of the gangsta culture and quite prominent on the movie screen and in comedy.
So,its here to stay.
Quite frankly,there are much more descriptive words to use.it is simple….. just don’t allow it.in our home that kind of language is out the door.they know they would be kicked out of the house for swearing.we just don’t condone it in our household.
I thought I was really restraining myself -
I can be a whole lot saltier but you never know when your people, might read your blog.
Or your mom,(Okay, I do remember using the F-word recently,but my goodness,I meant it literally as a verb - that's gotta count for something.)
But wait!
It's more complicated.
Or maybe something else entirely.
But "High," it's not.
--- NVS

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